Lost in the day, in a way, it's same as the one before this,
And I wish I can say that's it's all black and white
But it's grey, it's the same, it's the same and I'm so tired
But you are what I'm coming home to
Oh and I'm thinking about a red wine buzz and taking it easy, and I got you in my arms, taking a break from crazy
And I'll say hey, you'll say baby, how's your day, I'll say crazy, but it's all gonna be alright
You'll kiss my smile, I'll pull you closer, spend a while just getting to know ya, but it's gonna be all alright
I'm loving you tonight
Loving you tonight
And you are there on my heart, at the start, of my every morning and I,
Can't deny, by the end of the day that I'm running on empty but
You make me full, steal my breath, you're so unpredictable
That's what I'm coming home to
Oh I'm dreaming about a romance, slow dancing with you, when I got you in arms, I don't care what we do
Cause every day is just the in-between, the hours separating you from me
I know you'll be waiting, I know that you'll be waiting
And I'll say hey, you'll say baby, how's your day, I'll say crazy, but it's all gonna be alright
You'll kiss my smile, I'll pull you closer, spend a while just getting to know ya, but it's gonna be all alright
I'm loving you tonight
Loving you tonight
Loving you tonight, loving you tonight.
Note : well, I heard this song when someone played it in the car and the moment I heard it, I just fell in love with this song.. teehee.. and FYI, this song always remind me of that moment inside the car which I enjoyed so much.. Thank you for playing this song and thank you for the enjoyable moment I had! =) =)
Saturday, April 2, 2011
A New Beginning
Hello, fellas..
It's been a while, eh..??
and anw, it's April now! *wow*
it's been around 3 months since the last post,, haha,,
well, been too busy with singing stuffs and FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!
ah, finally I'm registered for second convene,,
but I still have to add and improve few more things in my project tho..
it's not a totally freedom YET.... teehee..
First of all, I'd like to tell you guys highlights of these few months of my absence here.. hohoho...
I've spent a lot fun moments with my friends! and it feels good! teehee.. =D
I got to know some new friends.. hohoho.. i love this part.. =)
since I'm feeling very comfortable spending times together with few of those new friends...hehe..
and I also got the chance to spill every thoughts I've had with my friends...
Geez, I really love it!
It's like I've been given a new chance.
To experience what I've never experienced before..
to get to know people more.. hehe..
and it's like I'm turning a new leaf..
no more sorrow or pain..
I've left it all behind..
Whatever happened in the past.
well, I'll just keep and remember the good memories..
and let go of all the pain I've felt..
Dear friends and family, thankyou so much for giving me the strength to pass through all obstacles I've had..
Thankyou for leading me to a new leaf...
to a new beginning...
Dear God, I won't ask for much, I just wish things'll get better in my life..In those lives of people I love, toooo...
I wish I could find much much more happiness!! I wish I could share the joy You've been giving me.. =)
Please help me be a better person. I am trying.. I really am.. =)
And last but not least.. Thank You God for this new chance, this new beginning.. =)
AMEN! =)
It's been a while, eh..??
and anw, it's April now! *wow*
it's been around 3 months since the last post,, haha,,
well, been too busy with singing stuffs and FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!
ah, finally I'm registered for second convene,,
but I still have to add and improve few more things in my project tho..
it's not a totally freedom YET.... teehee..
First of all, I'd like to tell you guys highlights of these few months of my absence here.. hohoho...
I've spent a lot fun moments with my friends! and it feels good! teehee.. =D
I got to know some new friends.. hohoho.. i love this part.. =)
since I'm feeling very comfortable spending times together with few of those new friends...hehe..
and I also got the chance to spill every thoughts I've had with my friends...
Geez, I really love it!
It's like I've been given a new chance.
To experience what I've never experienced before..
to get to know people more.. hehe..
and it's like I'm turning a new leaf..
no more sorrow or pain..
I've left it all behind..
Whatever happened in the past.
well, I'll just keep and remember the good memories..
and let go of all the pain I've felt..
Dear friends and family, thankyou so much for giving me the strength to pass through all obstacles I've had..
Thankyou for leading me to a new leaf...
to a new beginning...
Dear God, I won't ask for much, I just wish things'll get better in my life..In those lives of people I love, toooo...
I wish I could find much much more happiness!! I wish I could share the joy You've been giving me.. =)
Please help me be a better person. I am trying.. I really am.. =)
And last but not least.. Thank You God for this new chance, this new beginning.. =)
AMEN! =)
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Holiday
HAPPY NEW YEAR, fellas.
It's 2011!! unbelievable. haha.
well, what can I share on my blog tonight??
maybe a lil' bit bout my holiday. hahaha.
my holiday was super great. I enjoyed it a lot.
starting with the super great place where we stayed, breezy weather,and the most exciting part was that I had the chance to spend a great Christmas, oh, and New Year too. hahaa..
I love spending this year's Christmas (KL, Malaysia). we had the foam war on Christmas Eve (out on the street with so many others running and laughing like crazy) fufufu..
and on Christmas Day, I went to a shopping mall and the decorations was... SUPERB!! I love it so much...
It's like snowing inside the shopping mall. haha.
the next day we headed to HK.. and it was so breezyyyyyy there. I put on my coat, and still I can't stand the weather, so, welcome, shawl, oh, and the gloves too. haha.
but it was nice, the view, especially the one from Victoria Peak, you can see the whole city from that peak, and for sure it was FREEZING!! I can't stop my teeth from grinding and i kept walking back and forth to keep myself warm. haha. oh, and Avenue of Stars, the place where all celebrities had their hands printed on the stone, it's located near the sea so the view's awesome.haha. and the shopping spots, WOOHOO!! *hahaha*
the next spot was Macau. hehey, casino city. it was so colourful and bright everywhere!
I was really curious bout the casino, but too bad my parents won't let me in. D:
and there's St. Paul's Cathedral too, and it was awesome! haha. well, not much bout Macau, since it's casino city, it's hard to find any shopping spot, all they have was casino casino and casino. haha. but there's a place that really got my attention. VENETIAN!! the decorations was awesome, the view, ah! simply EVERYTHING! :D :D
New Year? hmm.. I loved the firework A LOT (SG)! well, I always love fireworks *teehee*
but... it was really tiring! we had to sit on the street and waited for about an hour for the firework.. and the firework was like only 15mins,, I wish there was more!! >.<
and we had to walk for about 1.5 hours just to get to the MRT station. Usually it's 10mins walk, but, well, it was so damn crowded. =.="
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS I'm in love! haha.
since I'm a big fan of cartoon animation and amusement park, this was like a heaven on earth for me. hahahaha.
too bad it was raining when I was qeueing for the Canopy Flyer with my sisters, and we're all wet, and it took us 1.5hours to finally enjoy the 3MINS Canopy Flyer. Damn it.
It was fun ride but 3 MINUTES??? after 1.5 HOURS waiting?? arghh.
and I really love the Shrek 4D, it was uber fun. and that Spielberg studio as well. It was... awesome!!!!!!!! at the end of that Spielberg show everybody was clapping their hands and shouts "Bravo, Bravo". well, it's awesome! haha. hmm. what else? oh! THE MUMMY!!!!!
scary, thrilling, but FUN!! it's kind of a roller coaster underground. there's voices, stories, FIRE, and blablabla inside there. can't really remember all since I was shouting like hell. hahaa.. I wish to visit Universal Studios again some other time (on SUNNY DAY for sure). haha.
Marina Bay Sands SKYPARK!!!!! ah, I'm speechless (more like I'm lazy to type any longer, but, really, it's awesome up there). you should really see it for yourself! I love the observatory deck up there!! you can see the whole city, it's designed a lil bit similar to Empire State Building (I'm not sure bout this but it really look alike with the Empire State Building observatory deck, from movies. haha.) and it's amazing! :)
i'm gonna update this post with some pics soon.
goodnight. xoxo
It's 2011!! unbelievable. haha.
well, what can I share on my blog tonight??
maybe a lil' bit bout my holiday. hahaha.
my holiday was super great. I enjoyed it a lot.
starting with the super great place where we stayed, breezy weather,and the most exciting part was that I had the chance to spend a great Christmas, oh, and New Year too. hahaa..
I love spending this year's Christmas (KL, Malaysia). we had the foam war on Christmas Eve (out on the street with so many others running and laughing like crazy) fufufu..
and on Christmas Day, I went to a shopping mall and the decorations was... SUPERB!! I love it so much...
It's like snowing inside the shopping mall. haha.
the next day we headed to HK.. and it was so breezyyyyyy there. I put on my coat, and still I can't stand the weather, so, welcome, shawl, oh, and the gloves too. haha.
but it was nice, the view, especially the one from Victoria Peak, you can see the whole city from that peak, and for sure it was FREEZING!! I can't stop my teeth from grinding and i kept walking back and forth to keep myself warm. haha. oh, and Avenue of Stars, the place where all celebrities had their hands printed on the stone, it's located near the sea so the view's awesome.haha. and the shopping spots, WOOHOO!! *hahaha*
the next spot was Macau. hehey, casino city. it was so colourful and bright everywhere!
I was really curious bout the casino, but too bad my parents won't let me in. D:
and there's St. Paul's Cathedral too, and it was awesome! haha. well, not much bout Macau, since it's casino city, it's hard to find any shopping spot, all they have was casino casino and casino. haha. but there's a place that really got my attention. VENETIAN!! the decorations was awesome, the view, ah! simply EVERYTHING! :D :D
New Year? hmm.. I loved the firework A LOT (SG)! well, I always love fireworks *teehee*
but... it was really tiring! we had to sit on the street and waited for about an hour for the firework.. and the firework was like only 15mins,, I wish there was more!! >.<
and we had to walk for about 1.5 hours just to get to the MRT station. Usually it's 10mins walk, but, well, it was so damn crowded. =.="
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS I'm in love! haha.
since I'm a big fan of cartoon animation and amusement park, this was like a heaven on earth for me. hahahaha.
too bad it was raining when I was qeueing for the Canopy Flyer with my sisters, and we're all wet, and it took us 1.5hours to finally enjoy the 3MINS Canopy Flyer. Damn it.
It was fun ride but 3 MINUTES??? after 1.5 HOURS waiting?? arghh.
and I really love the Shrek 4D, it was uber fun. and that Spielberg studio as well. It was... awesome!!!!!!!! at the end of that Spielberg show everybody was clapping their hands and shouts "Bravo, Bravo". well, it's awesome! haha. hmm. what else? oh! THE MUMMY!!!!!
scary, thrilling, but FUN!! it's kind of a roller coaster underground. there's voices, stories, FIRE, and blablabla inside there. can't really remember all since I was shouting like hell. hahaa.. I wish to visit Universal Studios again some other time (on SUNNY DAY for sure). haha.
Marina Bay Sands SKYPARK!!!!! ah, I'm speechless (more like I'm lazy to type any longer, but, really, it's awesome up there). you should really see it for yourself! I love the observatory deck up there!! you can see the whole city, it's designed a lil bit similar to Empire State Building (I'm not sure bout this but it really look alike with the Empire State Building observatory deck, from movies. haha.) and it's amazing! :)
i'm gonna update this post with some pics soon.
goodnight. xoxo
Monday, December 20, 2010
Strength
I've been smiling and enjoying my life a lot lately..
and I thought that I'm okay now..
I thought the pain has reduced and I thought I'm really strong enough to move on.
But you know what??
Maybe that's only a thought of mine..
Because when we met..
and talked..
It hurt so bad deep down here.
I showed my smile and laughter like I used to..
but at the same time it hurt so bad deep down here.
and the moment i felt that pain..
i realize..
who am i fooling all this time?
i miss you so damn bad.
really really miss you that it still hurts to see you.
what should i do?
why the pain ain't go away?
why?
I back off. i stayed away from you.
why does it still hurt?
why do I still miss you??
why there's still a piece of me still holding on to you?
why do you have to treat me like the way you treated me back then?
why do i have to feel happy and hurt at the same time the moment you talked to me, the moment you hold me, the moment you treat me like it was back then?
why why and why??
and at that moment, a question popped out in my mind..
"Lenn, what would you do if everything could be back like the way it was before?"
I don't know what the answer to this question.
really.
i don't want to be such a hypocrite.
deep down i still miss him, i still care for him, I still have feelings for him.
but at the same time, I'm afraid that he will hurt me again.
what should i do??
i really don't know.
one side of me telling me not to believe or give any chance no more..
but another side of me telling me, hey! go for it!! if it's meant to be, you just have to deal with it right?
i don't know.
i really don't know.
i'm afraid.
i'm confused.
can anybody show me the answer??
dear God, show me the way, please...
i'm so darn confused.
I don't know what should i do.
how should i treat him?
please. show me the answer. give me strength to deal with all of this chaos.
give me patience. give me clearance to all of this.
Amen.
and I thought that I'm okay now..
I thought the pain has reduced and I thought I'm really strong enough to move on.
But you know what??
Maybe that's only a thought of mine..
Because when we met..
and talked..
It hurt so bad deep down here.
I showed my smile and laughter like I used to..
but at the same time it hurt so bad deep down here.
and the moment i felt that pain..
i realize..
who am i fooling all this time?
i miss you so damn bad.
really really miss you that it still hurts to see you.
what should i do?
why the pain ain't go away?
why?
I back off. i stayed away from you.
why does it still hurt?
why do I still miss you??
why there's still a piece of me still holding on to you?
why do you have to treat me like the way you treated me back then?
why do i have to feel happy and hurt at the same time the moment you talked to me, the moment you hold me, the moment you treat me like it was back then?
why why and why??
and at that moment, a question popped out in my mind..
"Lenn, what would you do if everything could be back like the way it was before?"
I don't know what the answer to this question.
really.
i don't want to be such a hypocrite.
deep down i still miss him, i still care for him, I still have feelings for him.
but at the same time, I'm afraid that he will hurt me again.
what should i do??
i really don't know.
one side of me telling me not to believe or give any chance no more..
but another side of me telling me, hey! go for it!! if it's meant to be, you just have to deal with it right?
i don't know.
i really don't know.
i'm afraid.
i'm confused.
can anybody show me the answer??
dear God, show me the way, please...
i'm so darn confused.
I don't know what should i do.
how should i treat him?
please. show me the answer. give me strength to deal with all of this chaos.
give me patience. give me clearance to all of this.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
December
hey hey ho!!! it's December! can you believe it??
how fast is itt??!!
anw it's been a while since i posted anything on my blog eh..??
been busy with my FYP..
thank God i've finished my proposal last night so i can have a short break from this FYP stuffs..
and hey!! HOLIDAY's cominggg...
8days to go!!
anw, i've been enjoying my life and appreciating it way more than before...
even i'm still missing someone..
hey, someone...
i miss everything about you... :'(
ah, skip it skip it!!! BE STRONG, LENN!! :)
ah, don't know what else should i share here..
maybe this is for the night..
goodnight fellas..
loveyou.xoxo. :)
how fast is itt??!!
anw it's been a while since i posted anything on my blog eh..??
been busy with my FYP..
thank God i've finished my proposal last night so i can have a short break from this FYP stuffs..
and hey!! HOLIDAY's cominggg...
8days to go!!
anw, i've been enjoying my life and appreciating it way more than before...
even i'm still missing someone..
hey, someone...
i miss everything about you... :'(
ah, skip it skip it!!! BE STRONG, LENN!! :)
ah, don't know what else should i share here..
maybe this is for the night..
goodnight fellas..
loveyou.xoxo. :)
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